This has really been an up and down week for me, and a whirlwind. First things first, on Monday it was finally Holly's time back home after about 8 years of heart issues. It's really upsetting to recognize that when I go back to the States that little furball won't be there to get me at the door. I know she had a good life, though, and I pretty much prepared myself to never see her again when I left in January, but it's still just really sad.